think its really world cup fever coz me, someone who doesn't watch soccer at all, actually watched the opening match last night. =) heehee...
and after that, realised that when u think u've let go of someone and put the past behind you, your heart still skips a beat when you hear that there's like a teensy weensy chance you might get to see them agian. but i will go all out to ensure i dont see him again, it totally screwed up my life, my sales, my whole mentality. and i've (painstakingly) put my life back together again. i'm doing ok in my job (cross fingers) and i'm starting to study again. (CFA!!!!!) and i know he is not someone worth screwing up all this for again. time passes damn fast, although when i look back at it so much has happened in the meantime.
-----resolution------
now is really the time to focus on my career. i will stop playing with guys, and i will not go back to anyone i was once with.