i seem to like blogging on monday mornings, maybe its coz i am always so damn bored at work. i hate this job, dread going to work everyday. its like i'm wasting my time here, i just want to go back home so that i can study and look for jobs in peace without switching windows everytime my boss walks by.

anyway, going to spain on wed. really really need this break, if not i cant imagine how i'm going to survive coming to work everyday, esp now that off days have been revoked.

friday night was at velvet with the LT10 people. actually its coz the guys have a gathering with their frenz and tz was nice enuf to ask me and sam along.

out of their frenz, one i have met and he's someone i can potentially like. but he's so aloof that yeah its damn blardy obvious he doesnt like me lah.

another guy, studying overseas. he's a very nice guy, interesting conversationalist. didnt talk to him at all til supper. we had a good conversation going til L showed up and tz and sam teased me, making me sound like a slut. so to say, there was not much conversation after that. but what a pity, he's a really nice guy i wouldnt mind getting to know.

finally. one of the guys' frenz. he was getting abit touchy-feely but i didnt think he'll try anything. tired of telling this story but i've never felt so helpless in my life. when your waist is being gripped so tightly u cant wriggle out, and your head is pulled back all the way until you feel that you might snap your spine. and no matter how u wriggle, you cant turn away from the kisses nor can you wriggle out of his grasp.

yes guys, some of you have said, y not slap him or jus step on his feet? after all, i was in my usual stilettos. but he's the guys' fren and i didnt want to make a scene.

whatever.

and at the end of the night, or should i say, saturday morning after the sun was shining brightly on my ass, i realised that i really have no more feelings for -him-. nothing emotional, even nothing physical. no lust, nothing. i think after he left, and i took that long to get over him, i really don't feel anything already. so yes, he's now just a memory of someone that i could really connect to, really click with. maybe time just wasnt on our side. and its probably time we moved on with life.

look at the bar at the top of this window you're reading. this phrase at the top, created when i set up my blog, was dedicated to -him-.

bored in office on a Monday morning so shall post something.

yes chris, i have a rabbit AND a dog. they're both about the same size wahahaha... the dog's called mogwai (named after the gremlin he resembles).

sales retreat was not as fun as last year in my opinion. although this year i didnt get thrown in the pool like last year, i got damn smashed. mixed wine and beer (yes i know, it came to this pt where i was like, heck lah, just drink. u know u're going to get sloshed for mixing but just cant be bothered already). i remember walking ard toasting lots of people.

and the usual nonsense, the twins threw everyone that walked into their room into the bathtub and splashed them with water (so their room was completely soaked and wet beds and tons of rubbish in their bathtub). stories of people who were MIA the whole night (scandal scandal haha). and the obvious, people being thrown in the pool. yada yada yada..

apparently i was hugging some guy (*ahem) when my friends found me, and after that w threw me in his room and i refused to wake up. according to him, when he finally dragged me up and dragged me back into my own room, i was laughing all the way. oh, and i puked like 6x during the evening. according to ewok, i'm an irritating drunk and aly is a noisy drunk. hahaha.

all in all it was ok lah. definitely going to be my last retreat coz next july i sure as hell wont be here anymore. will put up photos once aly passes to us (if she ever gets around to uploading it in the first place).

have not updated this blog for a looong time haha... like tons have happened in between.

still cant find a new job, changed bosses (to a very much nicer boss), but still here doing the same jackshit.

been sick for a whole week! have not been this sick for like a few years... so my july sales are way screwed.

and i bought a dog! impulse buy according to the rest of the people in my branch. but he's so cute. credit to jess coz she took this photo and i snagged it from her friendster.

and tmr is the sales retreat in JB again. i still remember last year's retreat clearly... really do miss the good old days with my batch. and now, so many have either left or transferred ard within the division... cant believe its been a year.

and im going to spain with him in 2 weeks time! really looking forward to that... so yeah i guess things now are still ok.