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Sunday, February 11, 2007
ok im sick and tired of telling this story but i promised sam-female i'll put it up here so she can read it.

fri night, me and botak came back to my place early after drinking. long and short of it, when he left i was dozing off so he let himself out and didnt lock the door. apparently B ( and girl, u should know who lah) climbed into the block and let himself into my apartment shortly after. think like within 10min of botak leaving. --> girl u know my block gotta have key to get into the downstairs lift and then when u reach my unit u gotta need the key again. so B climbed in somehow to avoid needing a key downstairs. and my unit door wasnt locked.

so imagine the shock when i woke up to see B in my room. i mumbled something in response to a question he asked coz i thot it was still botak, and then when he asked what i was talking bout i managed to open my eyes and took like 10seconds to realise it was B and not botak. so i started screaming at him to get out and all.. he got hysterical when he noticed a love bite on my neck. lucky he din walk in 10min earlier man, and even so, if he had calmed down he'll prob have noticed that seeing me in that state was as good as seeing me in bed with someone else... all the signs were there jus that he was too worked up to notice.

he wanted to cut himself like how i used to do to my arm, and i was so couldnt-be-bothered. basically i told him to stop his nonsense and get out, and he didnt wanna leave coz he wanted to talk. so i basically stood at my window and screamed for help at the top of my lungs til he left. lucky i noticed my phone was in his pocket b4 he left.. coz i have a pink phone cleaner attached to my phone and that was dangling out from his pocket. i dunno WTH he was thinking man... its literally being stalked.

coz earlier in the evening, i was a bit irritated with botak so i stepped out of the pub to return B's missed calls.. and there were donkey missed calls from him. lucky i had the cow sense to say i was elsewhere b4 i asked where he was ... coz he was like a few pubs down from where i was!!! was so freaked out and omg-ed... coz i didnt wanna run into him and our group was sitting at the table right at the entrance of our pub. apparently B is like turning a bit psycho from me ignoring him, coz he actually went down to my fake location and couldnt find me thats why he went to my apartment to try to locate me. he has this weird phobia that i died somewhere or something...

and im jus sooooo sick of his nonsense. he called my mother at like 5am after i kicked him out of my place and i think he was crying to her coz he couldnt stand the emotional stress any longer.

i am sick and tired of this whole jackshit with B. sister, call me at work tmr if u wanna give me your opinions on him. i mean B not botak.

im too tired to blog bout anything else that happened this week. jus glad i managed to meet up with quite a few of my bank branch people individually this week. its been a long time since i sat down one-on-one with some of them to catch up.


Attitude comes with style. 5:14 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
i should congratulate myself. this week i only drank 3x. =) hahaha...progress progress.

was telling sam just now that wed night was funny, was making out with botak in an alcove while clubbing. was like sitting on his lap, very much like what i did to marc during xmas party. and marc was like sitting there watching this one. haha.. i should stop making out with guys in full view of an audience. in fact, wth. i was supposed to stop playing altogether!

after talking to sam and chris, i figured stuff out. i mean, all along i know that playing with a married person has its protocol. at the end of the day, a married man will always go back to his wife. i jus wanted to know if they think he likes me. and the conclusion is that he's probably jus playing and nothing more. i know that lah, i jus wanna know too if he likes me. im ego-istic ok. hee..

i know that he's a player alright. he's admitted to me b4, and after i watched him in velvet last night and once in bala a couple of wks back, can tell. when he talks to girls his hand's like always around their waist.

but velvet was fun last night. surprisingly that was the 2nd time i clubbed this week. i ran into so many people it was ridiculous. came back farking high but didnt puke *yay*. and it was quite a girly night last night, i prob talked to more girls than guys.

anyone wants to start placing bets on when botak will be tired of me? sam says early march, i say by end feb. anymore takers? =)


Attitude comes with style. 10:30 PM